“Seth material” search engine (Jane Roberts)

(11:12 AM.) Last night (Jane said) I felt great when Robbie kissed me, and actually I slept quite well, both in my chair and bed. I felt fairly hopeful this morning, for example, yet now I feel quite sad again (with a tremolo), and I feel as if I want to express myself—but when I try there is some strange block.

I guess I thought that I’d keep up some level of communication if I talked as I am now, and Robbie took the words down. Come to think of it, I did feel fairly hopeful this morning for brief snatches. I was going to record some memories that suddenly came to me yesterday morning. Of the last few months or so I spent at my mother’s house—when she called me time after time during those spring and summer months of 1950: she wanted her pillows turned, she cried out in rage and pain—and here I was some 30 years later, calling out to Rob (voice breaking) to move my pillows or raise my head.

Robbie, I’m going to take a break, before I see what else… At least, I think I am. [...]

[...] He is a no-good (swearing evidently omitted) …and something about a check and a job and another woman… And she says—I’m trying Robbie to separate myself—and she says by Jesus I won’t stand for it.

Now I feel, Robbie, I got more but I’m going to break… I think there’s something about Vermont. [...]

[...] Robby, I’ve got the image of something that looks like a spiral, the speed of light. [...]

[...] Robby, I think its Democritus (my phonetic interpretation.)

[...] oh Robby ...” [...]

[...] “Robby, tell them, whoever they are...they shouldn’t be here. [...]

([Jane asked:] “Will Robbie and I have a nice Christmas?”)

([Claire:] “Will Robbie perhaps have influence in changing my wants for the future?”)

[...] Well, I am here, indeed I am here, and if you want to think of me as some UFO (earlier talking about someone mailing a card to Robbie, Jane and Seth, what or how would they address it), that is your privilege. [...]

[...] So Dr. Kardon’s visit was behind Robby’s suggestion that I look at my own sinful-self material, and I intuitively felt that the time was probably right. [...]

[...] I feel Robby and the house and our entire existences supported in the same way—and this, I know, is part of the magical feeling that Seth talks about. [...]

[...] Prior to the start of the session I had, in conversation, asked Robbie [Joseph] a question involving his point of continuous existence versus evolution. [...]

painting...........Robby

(On the above date I attended a session, the 37th, with the principals Jane and Robbie Butts.